Saturday, December 12, 2009

In Between

I got an email the other day from a wonderful friend. She reminded me that God has not left me behind and that what he really wants is to be "the one". I know this, but I don't like to admit it or even acknowledge the truth behind it. It's Christmas and I want to enjoy being with my family. I want to enjoy the friends I have near and far. Here it is. This weird in-between stage again. Again, I have to decide what to do with it. I'm going with be happy this time. Be optimistic. Soak it in. I don't know what is in store for the next semester or year or the rest of my life. But I don't have to. I just have to trust God and enjoy his presence. He is the ultimate friend, lover, guardian, and father.

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